beyond the realm of perfection.
Intricate web of security and deception.
I smile knowing i weaved the web...
All that has been and is-
are reflections of things I set out to learn.
Beyond them...a vast ocean…
Currents that blow into a storm of emotions.
Going deeper a calm and peaceful state.
Where a smile turns into immense joy and
a caress makes me tremble blissfully.
Precious existence orchestrated to create experiences-
to learn i am more than i have believed.
my eyes fill up with tears.
Must I learn the contrasts of love?
My heart vast and without boundaries aches and grieves with each apparent loss.
Is there another way?
My wings of faith cannot spread when i am disappointed...
Then, I realize the body is the nurse of wisdom it carries vast knowledge…
Still, sometimes I rather not feel
my heart drop...
Can't love just take over me?
Must “they” show me things-
I had once been eager to experience?
I know “they” teach me about higher love.
Resisting the lessons made the web intricate....
But, I just needed time to understand...
softness and tenderness of my heart.
It is true beauty of the spirit seeing beyond the contrasts that appear as-
lies, demands, betrayal, and unloving moments.
And so to learn about love…
I manifested disappointments of the heart.
Strayed from my higher path.
And only the love I hold, embrace and share shall carry me forward....
My soul called to me.
"Your presence is felt in the world...
An angel in disguise came to you and called you
reminding you of who you really are.
Love is not out there.
Nothing is missing…
Know the truth of life is
alive and eternal…
Be at home-
right where you are.
I am without arms, legs, a voice,...
Without your body I have no way to fully express myself-
my art...and beauty...
'You can long for love or you can be love."
Emerge from the vast ocean.
Dance and sing your melody.
Live inside the truth and you shall-
taste the sweetness of life!
Disappointments and heartbreaks are just-
bitter sweet surprises.
Feel “our” endless energy.
Close your eyes, inhale deeply, then exhale...
life in every drum beat of our heart.
enchantment is revealed….
in ways that you have-
yet to experience.
Let it all out…
it is our truth.
Go keep touching hearts and remind others-
of who they really are.
Together we can fly so remember your dreams about flying…
We did and we shall-
here and beyond...
Only i need you to see the truth of who you are.
Don’t hold back!
You are much more than you have believed...
You are a deep loving soul.