Love eludes me?
You and I ...?
Space---distance between us?
My doubt, my mistrust led me to meet you?
Fast love or false love?
An unexpected- never said ¨so long.¨
Unrequited love or deceit?
Deceit never admits to the deep fear of losing the object of our love.
Deceit never honors the truth.
Truth, that love is never an attachment.
Love does not hurt.
Blinded we entrust our happiness on another.
Happiness predicated on another is not freedom.
See-- there was never a ¨you and me¨ or even an ¨us.¨
All there is: Love or the One loving.
Human love says: ¨there you are- and here I am.¨
Human love says: ¨I have needs and desires...you can fulfill¨
Only, if my need is dependent on you-- surely I will hurt!
Hurt when -you cannot meet my needs, expectations, and desires!
Love anchored on attachment is a false sense of love.
....yet there is love beyond attachment
and the illusion of ¨other.¨
What if deceit shakes us enough that the blindfold starts to come off?
I am willing to see the truth.
Willing to transcend virtual reality.
I am willing to trust Love.
I am willing to Love.
I rather surrender to Love than ¨fall in love with you.¨
Love does not cling or resist.
There is no separation!
Separation is just a thought followed by emotion.
Love is an unfailing vastness!
How can vastness be attached?
How can love elude us when love is infinite vastness?
Love eludes me when I am not aligned with my truth.
Me as separate from you brings about fear.
Up until now, I have feared deeply embodying the truth.
So i loosen my grip...!
Deep me -piercing through...
I unwind this body-mind-heart.
I am willing to let go of this and that which I thought was love.
I let go every chance i am willing...
Willing to see my resistance.
Willing to listen to my tenderness.
Willing to just be in my body.
Willing to come undone.
Willing to be.
I witness the attachment to the unreal.
No falling for you.
No falling in love...
¨I am love!¨
I just have to resist the thought that there is a you?!?
No, what we resist- persists... goes against the current.
I don't even have to surrender. It is an illusion - resisting the very thing that I am !!!
Love is not an unrequited attachment!
There is just the One.
The One loving.
The One loved.
Love is the One.
Perhaps ¨you¨ were my lesson in realizing what love is not.
What is your reality of love and what is your truth?