A self-replenishing well?
Love is FELT
Love is limitless
Love is without conditions
Love for the sake of love
Love of a girl unversed in false love
All I ever wanted was to love
Love everyone especially those in my world that needed love
Patient, kind, nurturing love
Love unconcerned with time
Sweet, thoughtful, wise, playful love
Love that trusted
Could I trust them?
I could feel their pain deeply
Intuitively, I knew what was needed
It seemed I had a gift to ease the pain
Ease the pain by feeling deeply and compassionately
Gift to embrace the pain through my hugs and through the wisdom that came through me
Trusting the healing power of Divine Love
Holding their pain with love, that was my strength
Overtime, my strength became my weakness
I took responsibility for things that were not for me to own
Took the blame, even when in my heart I knew I had done nothing wrong
Shut down for standing up for myself
Silenced for expressing my feelings, needs, and opinions
The more I loved them, the more I took the fall
Loving them by having to be what they wanted me to be
Until one day, the pain of trying to be perfect became too great
I had learned conditional love
Conditional love is not love
Conditions in love are about control
Control is a need arising out of the illusion of powerlessness
Feeling powerless is about deep fear
Fear paralyzes or makes us want to run, defend, and or attack
Fear can be very painful suffering
It is an illusion that can be hard to see when in the grips of it
Illusions that grip us to false habits of believing….
Believing I was someone to be loved, if I was there for others’ in spite of my needs being sidelined
Control to avoid conflict, disharmony, rejection, being silenced, used...,and punished for being me....
I became very hard on myself, more than anyone had been on me
Being critical of myself poisoned me and everything around me
At some point, I even hated myself
I no longer wanted to feel, as “feeling” didn’t only seem like a gift, but a curse
I began to shut down my heart
I stopped feeling
Without my power, I felt lost
Lost, yet still wanting to connect deeply and intimately
How could I connect, when I had disconnected from my heart?
I had disconnected from my source of strength and power
With a closed heart, I was unable to receive love
Unable to receive my own love
Needing love and hoping to find it out there
Out there, just a mirror of inside
Inside, a deep well covered by the illusion of poison and emptiness
Emptiness of water ?
Emptiness of love
How can a deep well go dry of love?
It stops replenishing from Source?
Yes, the illusion is separation.
I’m seeing the illusion more clearly as I FEEL the water
Feel the water of Truth
I just thought and believed the well was poisoned and empty
I just misperceived the Love that I am
As the illusion fades, I feel my love
As I align my whole being with the truth, I am Seeing-
Seeing this most peaceful truth as ever present
Ever so clearly the reality of what is:
Love is Love
An illusion to experience myself more deeply
The deeper the well, the more the illusion can seem real
The water reflecting aspects I had not been able to accept in myself
Others’ mirroring what I had not seen in myself
And sometimes, me still believing I am the reflection
My illusion or perception of love being my ability to hold pain
Love is not shallow pleasure
Love is not attachments
Love is not conditions
Love does not need to know "will it last?"
Love is an experience
Love is like falling into our own well
Falling and trusting that the bottom of my well is boundless, endless, infinite:
Soft velvety love
Tender sweet love
Warm, generous, thoughtful love
Overflowing water of Love: freely given without conditions or expectations
Love that gives wings to fly out of the well
Seeing the truth of Love as everything
FEELING LOVE POWERFULLY
Convicted in Love as the Truth
The second video is the best english version I found. Starts about 30 seconds in.
Can I give Love without expecting anything in return?
Am I willing to risk, trust, or must I be reassured in order to love?