A warm pulsating ripple of pleasure that makes me feel so alive! Sensual flirting foreshadowing the pleasure of foreplay and orgasm.
In anticipation of deep passion being fulfilled, I’m riled up by my erotic imagination.
All my senses heightened. Vividly I am aware of my aroused body. As I contain my sexual desire, my erotic impulses seek expression. I contain my fire knowing we will 'do it' once in private. Until then I secretly yearn to be touched. I am seduced by the moments of tension and yearning to moan and groan without inhibition.
Once in private, I indulge his fantasy and mine. I moan and groan loudly releasing the pent up energy. Indulging in pleasure re-energizes me. Sexual energy is an ecstatic force!
Refueled by pleasure, I emerge empowered and ready to conquer....
This post is about using sexual energy... to achieve goals. ;)
What incited my writer’s voice to express lust?
There are some things that we cannot escape because they are instinctive to us.
The two questions that incited this post:
1) How do I use my sexual energy to achieve goals?
2) Does sexual energy allow me to tap into my brilliance?
An awkward moment as I realize I am feeling dared by the rebel within.
My attention seduced by the spirit of my sacral center. I'm lured to unleash the wild me and to discover my brilliance.
I wonder how my brilliance comes through or communicates.
The answer that comes to mind is “relentless desire.”
The kind of desire that has so much “fire,” that it is impossible to silence it and stop it.
A desire so relentless because it is infused in a loving purpose greater than self. This purpose has a life of its own and is imprinted in every cell of my body. I imagine it is activated by the memory of my soul. It seeks expression in a language perhaps only known through my heart. Relentless desire must be the intersection between personality and the soul’s journey.
Relentless desire colors life and it is the difference between merely existing and living.
It seems there wouldn’t be anything that I wouldn’t accomplish through my relentless fire.
It is beautiful and clever that Spirit wired us human beings to desire merging with another to not only procreate life but other miracles....
All living beings come about through sexual encounters. Learning to channel sexual energy to achieve goals would be a skill in authentic use of personal power. If I can learn to harness relentless desire in pursuit of my dreams -wow! It would be an undeniably vulnerable and elated way to achieve dreams.
According to tantra and other modalities it is possible to harness, contain and channel sexual energy for other purposes including achieving goals, creative expressions and dreams.
Creativity is instinctual as sexual energy is not of the mind. And the mind is a creature of habit. Hence, creativity is never habitual.
So the language of brilliance is not of my mind. More to come as I explore this for myself.
Perhaps, half the dance is interpreting my 'brilliance.' I am willing to learn from this dance. I know anything worth achieving or having requires patience.
I am willing to be patient and commit to the practice of sexual transmutation.
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“Fortunate, indeed, is the person who has discovered how to give sex emotion an outlet through some form of creative effort, for he has, by that discovery, lifted himself to the status of a genius.”
Napoleon Hill-- Author of Think & Grow Rich, 1938