You and I can be so deeply engaged in something that we feel a rush of energy as though we had just climaxed.
Continued post from "aroused muse?"
Within us there are elements that seek union and expression. Is not air essential to our existence? Continued existence depends on our breath, instincts and urges.
Our bodies made up of cells each sensually seeking fusion. These cells come together in a dance of ecstasy. Ecstasy arising from joining with instinctual purpose. At the very core, every part of us seeks union to create life.
Then, is my breath and copulation the fountain of life?
We are beings created in love, seeking to express love, destined to create more love.
We cannot ignore the urge to co-create. We must not refrain from expressing the instinct to merge. To deny, repress, and refrain from co-creation is to deny life and love.
To exist is to have sexual urges. To thrive is to climax.
Do I dare climax to thrive?
I want to be consumed by the scorching fire within! I know there is more beyond mere existence. I know because words come together when I embrace the universe within.
The universe made up of elements that ripple, swim, sing, beat, dance.... Each element true to its power. All elements simple and beautiful. Each element ever present in all.
Without the power of the elements, there is no life just as letters alone are meaningless. Each letter together giving rise to a word. Each word engaged with other words giving rise to a message. Each message connected to a source. Each source seeking to express a purpose. Each source ultimately intertwined.
I am not only willing to live intensely but thrive. Nothing out of my reach, no doors closed, nor any ceiling -so long as I am bold and daring. Daring enough to take the next steps in a dance of transformation and bold creation.
A transformation that ultimately is about remembering who I am already. It is about letting everything else drop off.
Do I dare drop my defenses... to love, live and thrive? Yes!
With defenses down, I become more aware, sensitive, expressive, relaxed yet energized, and bold. My awareness broadens while in a heightened state of emotional & physical intensity. My seductive creative self emerges as my inhibitions fade. Using the internal experience of orgasmic energy I redirect my muse. Playful and sensual the muse within entices words and spreads them on paper and then she lures me to dance.
In this heightened state each move and step is more full, vibrant, and vivid. A colorful state of awareness fuses me the erotic muse within. Her creative juices flow and take on a life of their own.
I vow to my muse in gratitude for inspiring me. She reminds me that former lovers and the ruptures with them have been there to ignite the elements within. On paper each scribble conveys a part of my journey from pain avoidance to pleasure seeking desire. Off paper there have been held back tears other times a storm that finally poured forth. As my journey unfolds, I transform and my arts develop. Each free form dance expressing where I am.
We are aroused to live and love. Our arousal is a desire to merge and collapse boundaries. In merging we expand. To expand is to thrive.
To thrive we must penetrate not just skin deep or with another. Penetration is about expanding beyond our egoic self. Sexual intercourse is not just of the genitals. We must accept the invitation to be seduced by life and have our way with it. How do we intercourse with life? By fully engaging and sharing our gifts.
As I merge more deeply with my muse, I am engaging my erotic energy and life. I'm stepping out of my comfort zone to flirt with my muse. As I do, I notice I can climax when words come together to create a poem or when an erotic and spontaneous dance emerge.
Being willing to engage our creative and sexual energy serves us well.
Our humanity depends on our full engagement and intercourse with life. The metamorphosis of our humanity is here and now.
So do you dare open yourself up to the elemental forces within, with and without a sexual partner?
How are you climaxing when you are not copulating?